"Belum tibakah masanya bagi orang-orang yang beriman untuk secara khusyuk mengingati Allah dan mematuhi kebenaran yang telah diwahyukan (kepada mereka) dan janganlah mereka (berlaku) seperti orang-orang yang telah menerima kitab sebelum itu, kemudian mereka melalui masa yang panjang sehingga hati mereka menjadi keras. Dan banyak di antara mereka menjadi orang-orang fasik." [Al Hadid, 57 : 16]

Sunday, 30 December 2012

A funny thing, this is..

Bismillah.. :)

So this is what I've done so far for English final exam tomorrow : 

  1. ate nasi goreng (breakfast) while watching Pewdiepie.
  2. played Scribblenauts and scribble down a few new vocabs like sphinx, kraken, tricolor hang glider, otter, robosaur.. etc..
  3. read a few blogpost that's 98% in malay and 2% in manglish.
  4. watched The Shawshank Redemption without subtitles.
  5. ...and I've just finished downloading The Night Before Christmas... soo...

Anyway, it has been a while since I last shared something that's really useful. I'm not good with words.... ehe, except when it comes to pantun. Oh! I had made one a couple of days ago while I was bored almost to drooling with Bio lab. It is about a little problem we are facing: studying for final in winter = sleeping in hirom.

Leka si kancil, menyantap kuini,
Hatinya sayu, tidak terungkap,
Di mana mengecil, iman rohani,
Tatkala sang bayu, enak didakap?

It's not that good, I know.. but it's TWO YEARS of brain rustiness!! You've gotta give me some credits. umm, actually it's one year and a half, but everyone rounds off, right?


I'm thinking about sharing something useful today. Sorry if I keep on wandering off the topic. It's a habit I can't get rid off. I'm childish, and a childish person loves to wander off things and think about something else. It's our nature, the amazing curiosity...

I wandered off again.. =.="

This was when I was a little kid. Well, little-er.. and um, with childish-er brain, I'm talking about like 2 years old. Give or take.

That time I was just like any other normal little girl despite of my tom-boyishness : I love Hello Kitty. And heaven and earth must have clashed together because at that time, MacDonald just happened to be giving free Hello Kitty figure for every kids meal. 

And just like any other little girls, I believed in commercials. So yes, the little me expected to be getting dozens of Hello Kitty that are miraculously happy living in a very pink tree house. I now see them in my memory as fat idiots who think they all can squeeze into that small ugly tree house that I know if they ever gonna be in my hands, will be broken into pieces within a few days.(Because I was so creative back then, I tend to be innovative with almost everything that I had. Oh, re-pharse.. innovatively destructive)

But they were still in one piece, as fate did it, for the little me never even set a foot in MacDonald.

Oh I begged my parents to go there, really. I had managed, with every bit of vocabulary that I knew, to cling on to my Mama's kain batik and asked, I supposed with tears, why on earth can't we go to MacDonald?

Had I been a little bigger, and mature enough to understand the tough ways of the world, my Mama would answer to me, "Your father's job is just enough to pay the rent and the bills, and we have to use what's left of  it to feed all six of us, which get us just barely by.. so honey, don't you understand?"

But I was stupid. and naive. and selfish. and... well, I'm a 2 years old. So I got this instead :

"Tasneem, you don't need the MacDonald to get the Hello Kitty. You have something even better, The Heaven. If you keep on performing your prayers, and be good to me, you can go to Heaven. and that's where you can get ALL that you want, and more. Anything, and the best part is you just have to ask, and Allah will surely grant it.."

... and I'm glad that she decided to say that to me instead of being honest, because both of the statements are the truth, and I really truly believed in every word that she said. I didn't ask any toy from my father after that, for whenever I saw something that I wanted, I simply said, "It's okay, I'll get it better in heaven.."

It's funny, isn't it? There I was, a little-er and childish-er and stupider girl, but yet I truly hold on to what Allah  promise us muslims. And here I am, a bit bigger, less childish and smart girl, and yet, how is my faith?

And how is yours?

p/s: And I am supposed to mention LadyFaz here.. so, hey Faz! I'm mentioning you! Happy reading! :P

Wednesday, 26 December 2012

It's Here!!!!



It's here!!!!!!!

Well, not exactly here, Malaysia actually. Kawan abang aku, kat US, dia belikan bamboo ni. This piece of precious travel all the way from US, to Malaysia, then in sya Allah, to Jordan!!!

Banyak nikmat Allah bagi, Alhamdulillah..

And oh, the decoration tu, hehe, itu dulang hantaran kahwin abang aku. Well, Alhamdulillah abang aku dah selamat diijab kabulkan dengan bestfriendnya, Kak Alin, pada tanggal 22 hb disember yang lepas..

this is one of the hantaran.. sweet kan? Yang atas tu gambar dyorg masa form 1, and yang bawah gambar dyorg recently ambil di tempat yg sama...

Ok, that's all... tak sabar nak tunggu bamboo sampai Jordan!! XD

Saturday, 22 December 2012

Just a peek, and say hey.


Kesakitan itu... satu rahmat... kifarah dosa... zikr maut..


Right, Hey'all!!

A simple reason put shortly: I'm waiting for my Bamboo Splash to heavenly, in sya Allah safely, arrive here, Jordan from Malaysia. Then, and only then will I draw some serious sketching and upload them to my blog.


A simple flyer yang sangat tak seberapa dedicated firstly to Sakan Dani residents.. my friends, and you all..

Honestly, me myself tak mampu lagi nak istiqamah dalam amalan ini, tapi in sya Allah, improve myself while asking others to join you.. that's the base method of dakwah cause no one's perfect.. *smile*

(Dalam kesakitan ini, tetiba ada mood nak main game horror.. huuu.. since my mind is so not in the state for studying)