Physiology: How the Brain works.
Subhanallah. With the final exam is within just 3 weeks away, starting with Anatomy pulak tu, I have lost all time to dedicate for just simply drawing my passion out. Sekarang tengah datang mood study, maka kena manfaatkan while this mood last, kena study study STUDY!
And recently, my dearest roommate gave me an idea of how I can study without getting bored a few minutes later: Draw while you're studying! And my big brother also gave me a big push on keeping up with doing mindmaps.
Thus, I am sincerely thankful for all of your helps. It really works! Dah lama tak study berejam macam last weekend. Kinda miss those moments of being a hantu study. Ehee.. budak medic memang nerd, tapi nerd kami, nerd bergaya menyelamatkan nyawa orang! In sya Allah..
Have a whisper to shout:
Everytime you feel that bit of proud (riak) growing in you, I know everyone does, just say Alhamdulillah. Bear in mind that, All praises are to Allah, and Allah only. You don't own anything, your hard work, your talent, your intelligence, your wealth, anything that you feel proud of, remember not one bit of them are truly yours, they are just borrowed to you from Allah. He can take them back any day, anytime.
Ultimately, Allah owns all that we own, even ourselves. So say Alhamdulillah and mean it, All praises are only to Allah. In sya Allah, the riak will cool down. You don't have to say it out loud, just say it within your heart. Comfort and treat your heart in silence.
People might think you're the proudest person in the world, but what people think of you doesn't matter, what really matter is what Allah think of you, cause you live to impress Him not other people. And impressing Allah is much more easier than impressing human, cause Allah is Ar Rahman Ar Rahim, and human is you and me, we all aren't perfect and make mistakes and we can't love the way Allah loves. Our love full of dark holes, jealousy, hypocrisy and misguided. Only a true mukmin can love with a pure love.
This whisper is for you and mostly for me. For I am not as good as you think. Really, words can fool you. I tell you, I don't say Alhamdulillah all the time, maybe I say it more in my blog than I do in my real life. But the thing is, if we keep expecting people to do what they say, then how many can actually say, "Be khusyuk in you prayers!" or "Don't be sad, Allah is with you!" or even "Wash the dishes!"? Cause everybody gets that overwhelming laziness to do the dishes sometimes, right? Hehe.. (saya la tu)
It's the same. Everyone gets the laziness to do good sometimes. So keep in our mind, don't look at the people who is saying, look at what he or she is saying. Full stop.
I have my bad times, and my good times, times when I go astray from remembering Allah (that's when I behave the worst), and times when I go all hardcore. I am just another normal human seeking to better myself, aren't we all? In sya Allah to benefit myself, my parents (miss them), and my ummah.